After such serenity of dreaming, building and learning of a month where it was awesome and part time work in between. I have to go back to daily routine...and once again confront the toxic waste called Racisim.
Once again I was affected by it, angry upset and the low value people successfully dropping me from high energy to anger..I do know I to use my anger into force that can be used for studies, entrepreneurship etc. But its not really a nice approach as it leaves me cold and because I become so driven I might hurt the wrong people....
Either ways I want to come from a source of abundance! And thank god for this video I found on youtube which evoked what I felt and solidified my reasoning and added new insights!! Thank you for your analogy of two buildings...ones who build and ones who ruin to feel good.
This deeper understand brought me deep peace and back to my high energy and high level thinking!
My classmates who have been intimidated by my awesome project as resorted to this toxix and disgusting behaviour...Well I will play their game not as a aggressor but as a grand master...I seek not to destroy and waste my energy on this bull shit task..and so I will only focus on SUCESS!!..
I live by the philosophy of Kill them with success bury them with a smile! and that will be my ultimate victory! :)
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