Guilt

She was a dream come true. It was happening, so smoothly..when you execute the tactics right amazing things can happen in life. Truth be told in another context I would have shined but in this situation. I had something to learn something to experience.

Currently, I feel beat, down and just meh...what could have been on my mind...and worse knowing that I ‘hurt’ a nice lady. She will not reply to my apologies and I will not know what happened. But we both took a leap and for a moment we had the world at our feet. Unfortunately, for her I was just not prepared for what the game was to bring....and so I fell and I believe it was best of my interest for me to leave..while leaving her in a safe place where she could enjoy, explore and find her ay back.

I wasn’t an complete asshole I persisted and left her in the place! Well done for that...not going into details.

Lessons :

1. Do not give a fuck about others...just concentrate on closing!!
2. Get the timing, location etc. right..Context plays a vital part.
3. the way you communicate and talk needs lots and lots of work!!! 
4. Keep up that friendly gentlemanly vibe but also be more courageous and indulge in feminine energy...its beautiful

LAST

• WORK in your life so you can have you own place....BIGGEST castle logistic sorted :D