The year of optimisation, practise, hustle, mastery of self, system, processes, specific,

Goodbye year of search and find...Welcome year of optimisation! I seek and now I have found..that stokes my fire within my soul..I knew it from the first time I got the smell of it but back then you know how I was. Now I have almost build the foundation for my inner game and intelligence. ITS TIME this year I will keep in specific

• Money  via business (wealth)
• UX/UI/AR/VR/tech via education (health) 
• Game via practice  (love)

Details below 

FIRST

• Killer instinct, Business acumen,  sales and marketing (PRACTICAL) 
• I am sick of being this loser..I am getting closer but also running out of time, this here is the year of OPTIMISATION! 
• HOW?
• SYSTEMS
• PROCESSES
• MOTIVATION
• ENERGY!!!
• ABUNDANT MINDSET!!!!!!Good vibes, marketing sales selling!!!!!!!!!! mother fuckers
• There is so much of it out there...and I want it...I will work for it and I will get it!!! mark my word!!!! 

SECOND

• Digital/TECH
• Every entrepreneur ever needed an gold mine....MINE has always been there just my eyes were closed!!!! SO HUGE SO MUCH OPPORTUNITY!!! I will master this and make MONEY OUT OF THIS!!!!

THIRD

• Continue your growth process!!! Keep getting better!!!!! 

Here is to become a champion...a grandmaster!!! To the year of optimisation, practise, hustle,  mastery of self and outside!!!! NO TIME TO WASTE!!!!!

KEEP THE FIRE ALIVE AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD NO MATTER WAHT WITH YOUR HEART AND INTELEGENCE AND SPIRT!!!! 

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST

This urge

This urge to just quit, this urge to be mischievous, this pattern to take reckless risk yes RECKLESS...still there and effecting my life. Coems form a root of poor philosophy I adopted without critical thought and nurtured cuz its so easy...to be lazy.

I have got to move on from this honour my words, my commitment and not develop a habit of mistrust and unreliability where this urge tends to head me..

Even if I want to quit! I will do so with right procedure, so the company does not regret hiring me and that I leave with my commitment intact. I have got to respect my words and the company words! Not be so easily bend with these feelings!!  YES I need time and am super excited to start a drop shipping business and ideas are flourishing but I have got to respect the commitment at least for this week.

Doesn't matter how it is

Ultimately, who we are decides what decisions we make..
I have got to accept the fact that these low value people play these low dirty games.
Grand masters are too far ahead too far good to rely on these dirty tricks
SO keep in mind who plays this when, don't be blinded by emotions..good or bad
At the end of the day you gotta remember who played what and when so you can categorise them.

And don;t make decision because of compassion, anger, or any other emotions
Think, look at the board in detail then decide..I know its a learning curve but you can do this!
You have come so far, and there is so far to go!! EXCITING TIMES AHEAD :)

Now

There was I time I let stupid shit effect..it got so bad..I was losing it.
Losing my frame...Losing my frame oh I almost lost it but
For my warrior mentality..now the seeds have been planted and its growing.
Blessed by my best friend and the universe and its spirit to grow into a Oak
That can never be brought down and everyday it will only get stronger.

I defy

I defy their stereotypes and I dot hat in style. Man, I grew up as a champion and when you taste this you never let go of this feeling. Unfortunately, most of these losers never did and never will..and so they will try to cut you down...

But fuck them..I am a warrior...you can bring army loads from you piece of a shit empire...YOu cna try to cut me from within bribing the snakes within my borders...One thing you should remember is like my ancestor I will stand my ground!!! and mother fuckers..I will use your ammou as a resource to make myself stronger!!! and LAUGH at you when you run out of ammos and see me..On top of a golden mountain that is the ammos transformed into gold...

For you I am UNREACHABLE, The more you attack the better I become like the hydra whose heads only grows...hahahahaha

THANK YOU for uniting me with my spirit and giving em a purpose...MotherFUCKERS


:)

Psychological attacks!!! (Frame game)

Key points

• Success is ultimate victory so laugh become the SUN of positive energy  (Have this frame always) 
• ITS ALL ABOUT FRAME CONTROL AKA PERCEPTION, don't give this power away to ANYONE...let alone a dirty skank and scums.
• Stick to your principle and values...AVOID (not run) these scums like a plague...no tiem for these shit! 
• Work on your inner game!!!:)

Once you start to make progress it can be seen, it can be felt, it can be smelled from miles away. By the way you walk, talk, look, the way you approach! You know your frame becomes stronger, vibrant, AWESOME!

And this leads to insecure men to get jealous. Learn to separate the man from the man skank, the man pussy who is eternally unhappy, negative filled with bullshit because their inner game is weak. They lack confidence, they lack everything that they see in others....And instead of working on it to build a better future...Like Monkey they try to bring others to their level and want to feel good about it.

This has happened to be via racist gestures, attack on my reputation, psyche, nationality WHATEVER...These scums will poke for weakness then keep on pressing those buttons. Wehn I was young I was invincible, then drugs made some weak points and that is when I learnt.... Its never about you...Its about how pathetic they are...So when they go out of their way to do that

First : recognise!!
Second : Do not react!! Ignore them and LAUGH at their pathetic nature YOU WIN!!!

Rare occasions (Channel the warrior energy)

Third : ONLY WHEN needed!!(rare occasion  (set a trap |  grandmaster style!)
Fourth : Destroy them!

Remember 

Its you who controls your FRAME...never give that power away!!!! Be impregnable, even when hurt NEVER show any sing of hurt or weakness....Fall back cooly then reanalyse and come back better, fit, firing and stronger moves and tactics!!! After all when there is a hurt aka sign of weakness you will work on to get to stronger... (this is where you win....You find failures and problems...keep trying and solve them..while they cry and bitch about it and is eternally unhappy)

Psychological attacks (p gesture)  :

1. This is a dirty tactics :  the battle of frames!!! You can attack this in variety of ways...even change the frame to what you are better at...but since you find some struggle here...get better defence...and counter attacks!!!!!!(The best option is laugh about it and not to give a fuck)
2. Different players play different game, This dirty tactics are only used by skanks!!!!! Once you realize this that its not even racist but down right skank move...You will understand that these hoes are beneath you and wasting a millisecond of your time is TOO MUCH!!!! We ambitions, principle,  value, class, etc. to ever breathe the same air as these scum!
3. LAUGH! BE HAPPY, SUCESS IS THE ULTIMATE VICTORY....Have that air of success...the more hate they pass on you...do not react but transform it into positive energy and take is as a validation that you are doing RIGHT, you must be looking good!!! that these jealous scum can;t help but reveal their true nature. HAHAHAHAH

Internal game

Find a good girl not a skank!!! You are lucky that you have this cultural filter that will work for you :)...At the end of the day (ITS ALL ABOUT FRAME CONTROL AKA PERCEPTION), no matter how the skank looks they are fucking skank and waste of time..You are working for a better future and only COMPLIMENT women can help you get there...Skanks will be like virus that will infect you with their scum mentality. 

New principle 

Stay away and give no shit, no mental space but be VIGILANT!!! to skanks, racists! and these insecure bitches!!! No time for this shit..If you want to become a grandmaster of life!!! You gotta be around the people who wants the same!!! not scums!

Guilt

She was a dream come true. It was happening, so smoothly..when you execute the tactics right amazing things can happen in life. Truth be told in another context I would have shined but in this situation. I had something to learn something to experience.

Currently, I feel beat, down and just meh...what could have been on my mind...and worse knowing that I ‘hurt’ a nice lady. She will not reply to my apologies and I will not know what happened. But we both took a leap and for a moment we had the world at our feet. Unfortunately, for her I was just not prepared for what the game was to bring....and so I fell and I believe it was best of my interest for me to leave..while leaving her in a safe place where she could enjoy, explore and find her ay back.

I wasn’t an complete asshole I persisted and left her in the place! Well done for that...not going into details.

Lessons :

1. Do not give a fuck about others...just concentrate on closing!!
2. Get the timing, location etc. right..Context plays a vital part.
3. the way you communicate and talk needs lots and lots of work!!! 
4. Keep up that friendly gentlemanly vibe but also be more courageous and indulge in feminine energy...its beautiful

LAST

• WORK in your life so you can have you own place....BIGGEST castle logistic sorted :D

Meeting

Its been a while, since I have been to one, quite a while. Time here fly so fast or the true word is matrix that we live by, all in our heads, own planets and reality. Intensified by the fast moving, ever changing sometimes glorious, sometimes depressing life in the modern day babylon.

The approach was quite simple. The magic word ‘hi’ which followed by some lame conversation to avoid the awkward silence. Now, I must give myself some credit for my middle game prowess.  I myself am naturally drawn to creative, dynamic, unexpected, out of reality moves..you know. Its so freaking beautiful, so extraordinary but then not all glitters is gold as they say. so the conversation filler was quite decent for some ‘cool’ for some ‘could have been better’ all depends on the perception. All I said was the funny incident back in my Uni where fire alarm forced me to end up meeting a journalist from some other country. Yeah, beauty of chance I guess. Also, gotta give credit I take to her again exchanged contact details.


About her 
She had a pretty face, with little show of age, I see some 70s, 80s actress in her, the way see moved and talked was very elegant. I really admired her confidence, energy and those sparkle in her eyes. I thought was kind of like a Russian. I admire her own unique style.  Very interesting, smart, intelligent bright woman, if I were to guess probably in her 40s. I have myself never dated someone with age gap but I am always up for adventure and exploration. So after nice chit-chat, we exchanged numbers to meet up again!

In between
I wasn’t sure if she would want to meet up with me, but after some bumps along the way we did meet up. From now here on I will look like an asshole..yeah I had much self hate after that lol....

Intro.

After long time, I went on one. Yeah, I clearly believed in hype and bs about dating...cuz honestly I don’t see it any different than hanging out with friends. Introduction to sexual vibe and romance I guess makes it MUCH more delicious. (guess it depends not he sources to glass half full its always half full..you know need to filter those information)

Away from all the chaos, I am confident, cocky, male just my circumstances are not so good atm but man I am young, free, and have everything in life to look forward to. I want to explore, enjoy and build something you know...There are times I am lost in these emotions and all the crap that gets stuck on my feathers. But when I wash it off and come to my essence I am someone to be admired by. The matter of fact is the way things are headed and by work ethics with little bit of luck might actually bring these things to reality. This winter I will make it happen and test myself in this field.

All the hype, all the expectation, man its so close..I can feel it..I am little bit afraid just a little bit. I truly do not have much fear. Ultimately, I will become a grandmaster, and its pretty clear to me, what those things are! So yeah this winter is SUPER important I execute these plans and not let women distract me that much not that I have much but I can and I want to perfect that too.

Intro